She looks herself at the mirror and sees nothing but a fuckin' lier.
She thinks she could have done it in a better way and asks herself if life still worthes something.
She looks at her left arm and see the blood runing down and some flashes comes to her mind. Every single time she tried harder than anyone and got nothing in the end 'cause she knows what is inside of her. She knows how her soul is like.
No one does. Just herself.
She looks again at the mirror. Now, she can't see very well. All she can see is that shadow. Her shadow.
The cut comes deeper and deeper. Her mind was blowing out.
She felt like she was in heaven. The fact that she always had rejected the idea of heaven or hell doesn't count now.
Her eyes are closing and havier, every second havier.
She gives up,for the first and last time in her life.

And she was finally free.